Dearest ones, I hope that you all had an amazing weekend. I feel like my weekend was a rocky rollercoaster. Do you ever have those? I felt like nothing could go right. I wanted to stay in my pajamas all day and watch movies and listen to sad songs. Why do we do that to ourselves? Sometimes I find it so hard to be upset. I find it hard to be constantly asked "whats the matter" when you dont have a smile on your face for 5 minutes out of the day. Somedays I just want to look at people and scream "Im not okay right now" - but I get lost in this idea that I always have to be happy. That I always have to have it all put together...surely, one of you can relate, yes?
Last night I went for coffee with a sweet friend who I dont see often enough. I love good conversation. You know not the stereotypical how are you doing, but in the in-depth "I actually care how YOU are doing right now" type of conversation. I came home feeling encouraged, and spent a lot of my evening journalling. I love those nights.
Today has been busy, but I thought I would write on here. I really hope all of you are having a fantastic week :)